Emotional Begging - His side of the Story...

So my sweetheart's story goes like this ----

The root cause of his betrayal is his BAI-- Sunita Bai... who stopped ironing his clothes, and than my poor sweetie had to go out get his clothes dun...

Actually it happens like this- While he was getting his clothes ironed, there came a family, who wanted some money to go to nagpur as he lost his wallet... he asked him ," साहब! हमारी हेल्प करो, हमारे पास पैसे नही हैं, हमे खाना खाना है और फिर नागपुर जाना है। आप टेंशन मत लो हम अच्छे घर के लोग हैं।घर पौचते ही पैसे वापस दे देंगे।" than he asked them, " घर ऐसे जाओगे? " he replied, " दादर से ट्रेन है। " my sweetheart was so concerned, he asked them," खान क्या खाओगे? the man replied, " कुछ भी खा लेंगे । "
and this time Shona was thinking that if i give them money to eat than how will he buy, SONY BRAVIA LCD T.V., the amount of ticket+ food, will equal to one installment of the EMI.. ( wat an amazing thought, at an equally amazing situation.. :P)

he was about to give money to them, but suddenly it reminded him of the same kindda incidence which took place wid him in Gurgaon, few years ago..
that was like (quoted in his own wrds) --- " wo ek middle aged insan tha decent sa laga...usne kaha paise khatm ho gaye hain uske pass usko bus ki ticket ke liye rupaye chahiye..aur kaha ki ghar pahunchte hi wo mujhe lauta dega...uss waqt shayad SONY Bravia market me ya aya nahin tha ya need generate nahin huee thee...mene de diye pese aur apna address bhi de diya lekin usne mujhe pese lautaye nahin. :( " ah my poor baby)...
i was realy keen to know how much money did he lent... and trust me just couldnt stop laughing wen i got to knw the amount-- it was an hefty amount of RS 20..
and than my question was...
20 rs woh aapko wapas karta woh bhi courier se? itna toh courier main lag jata ....
and his reply--
uss waqt ka 20 aajke hisab se kam hai lekin tab wo ek respectable amount tha
and than mine," hehehhehehehehe.............. as if yeh last century ki baat hai "
he said,"meri jayadad(his legacy) se 20 rupaye kam hue they mazak nahin hai, haso mat, aaj bhi main jab uss bat ko yad karta hun to meri rooh kaap uthti hai."
iss bar to mujhe laga ki navratri bhi shuru ho gayee hai chanchal ne fast bhi rakha hai aur mene nahin ..kahin bhagwan roop badal ke meri pariksha to nahin le rahe

And on this.. i just stop laughing... was literally rolling on my bed...

he continued, " Fir mene bht socha, asan nahin hota aisee situation me deal karna"
i said," ur a marketing guy by now u must have learned this... "
he told me," main soch raha tha agar ye ache ghar ke log hai to taxi karke ghar chale jao aur ghar pahuch ke paise de do....par mujhe laga taxi wala nagpur kese jayega
i asked him," kyun nagpur taxi nahi jati kya?'
he said,"arey jati hogee lekin ache ghar ke log taxi se nahin jate bus/train/air,phir main soch raha tha paise kahtam ho gaye to kya hua credit card to hoga."

and i was half dead laughin it out...

thn he raised a very gud point - aur india me 20 crore logo ke pass mobile hai...iske pass kyu nahin hai...usko bech ke ghar chala jaye,main decide nahin kar pa raha tha to mene talne ke liye keh diya main abhi 5 min me ata hun aur mera yahin wait karo...fir bas usne keh diya ki agar aap nahin aye toh........ tab maine socha....sala main yaha soch soch ke pareshan tumharee problem kese solve ki jaye aur tum mujhpe trust hi nahin kar rahe upar se mujhse expect kar rahe ki main trust karun.... ussi ki maa ka... (his fav dialogue)
he actually had a point.... a real strong one... in fact logical one..

ok, let me continue as the Story has taken an unusual turn...

his insights now," baad me jab wo banda iron kar rha tha meri dockers ki shirt pe, toh mere ko laga ki kahin aisa to nahi ab bhagwan mujhse badla lenge aur meri ye shirt jalwa denge...mene usse kaha thoda aram se karna press,fir waha se main khana khane gaya..wo kapde polythene me they ...mene side me rakh diye..maine socha kahin aisa to nahin ki ye polyhtene achanak bhagwan gayab kar de..isliye main use dekh dekh kar khana kha raha tha..fir uske baad jab main hath dhone gaya tab bhi meri nazar polythene par thee....mene socha jaldee jaldee hath dhota hun..lekin mere aagey ek aur banda tha..main uss bande ko man hi man galiyan de raha tha ki itni der kyu kar raha hai...main polythene bhi dekh raha tha....itne me mere peeche wala banda bola aagey badho ..mere aage wala banda hath dho chuka tha....maine jaldee jaldee hath dhoye,aur fat se polythene pakdee, aur phir jab pay karne gaya to amma ne bola 5 rupaye aur do...main kaha kyu..usne kaha ki thali 35 rupees ki ho gayee hai...mujhe laga bhagwan mujhse kahin badla to nahin le raha thali ko expensive karke 5 rupaye waha adjust karna chahta ho....
ghar pahunchne ke baad mene socha.........who is responsible for all this...the answer was obvious (his BAI)....aur mene apne rumal,bedsheet dhone ke liye patak diye...(end of story)

god damit... till now i just cud'nt stop laughing .. wondering about the thought process, one goes thru in any kindda situation. I mean just imagine... s'one is begging in front of u and ur thinking of ur EMI payments... Ah.. like right now am thinking of the movie in which rahul bose, gets to knw wat in the mind.. (dun exactly remember the name of the movie)

But this was hilarious, actually he narrated it in a funny manner... but if u think about it ... one really has a point here.... jokes apart, on very serious notes, how can we really believe, that people like them, really need money.. and they are not fooling us..

it happened wid me once, a vry old aged man came to me as asked me to give some money to eat food as his sons have kicked him out of his house and also wants money to go to his village... i saw his tearful eyes and gave him 100 bucks..
after a while i saw him near a model shop buying a bottle of liquor.. i was zapped ... and hurt.. this emotional begging have become fashion now...
cos of which people have stopped trusting genuine people, who really need some help...

just wish... god give us some power to knw who is actually in need and who is not... and
save Him from such kindda people... :P

Thanksgiving...

...... and i felt so nice to see few people standing by me.. it feels so gud that u have such friends on whom u can bank on any point of time...
I felt so touched that they were worried too,about wat will be doc's verdict...

to start wid- Thnks to my lil' bro for being wid me forever.. since childhood u have been wid me in all odds.. i knw there were times wen i had no one but u lent me ur shoulder to cry on, have spent whole nite's hugging him and crying and sharing all my dilemma's,.. i was so touched wen u called up.. we both knw our drawbcks and i think now am ready to fight them out ... 'cos i knw ur wid me... i think i knw, i'll have to live for you...

thnks Shona.. i really didn't expect ur call in the evening,but felt gr8 to hear frm u... I wish things were in my hand and we cud be together forever.. but now seems things have slipped off from my hand... and cant even get them back on place... I think it will take sometime but i'll get over it for sure...

last but not the least- Kartik .. thnks for being such a wonderful friend... thnks for ur scolding, thnks for e'thing u hve given to me... i really relish such a wonderful friend like u in my life... :)

Ideally, anyone else who was writing this kindda topic, there list would have started wid the names of there parents, but i have been really unfortunate in this regards.
my dad came home same morning but didnt come to me to the hospital... and wanted him o stand nxt to me.. mom had to be come along as it was an obligation..

There are few mistakes which u commit and u have to pay for them, till u are alive..
my love affair in class 11th was one of those mistakes of which am paying till date..
after the break-off i was so shattered,that i wasnt ale to accept the fact that this has happened to me and i should move on, it took me around 2yrs to get bck to normal... and dont knw wat made my parents shod by me that time ..
i wish i had a time machine and i cud erase that time of my life... than i was free to do watever i wish to, and e'time they wud'nt have reminded me of those times to make me except wat they want.. but its life,.... and all this happens....

Earlier i was never scared of Death, cos i knw i dun hold much importance in any ones life, that if i die there life will be effected, people will say, oh! she died ... she was a sweet gal.. and life will move on..(which still i believe in..)
But, standing outside the Caner ward, and watching people dying minute by minute was terrible... The ward had young gals, boys, old aged, kids.. i just couldnt stand there pain and agony, whomsoever was looking at me, there eyes were asking me , "WHY ME?" "wat wrong i have done?", wen will i go from here?
And that was time i was SCARRED... damm scarred... scared of Dying, scared of pain... scared of loosing thing n people whom i love...
I think i was not scared of dying (cos still iam not that important for anyone-except my brother) ... i was more scared of the pain...
I also learned,from them how to fight.. fight for ur survival... they had hope of being fine and going back home one day... and i would pray to god, this shud happen one day...

i use to consider myself as a cursed child -- but after watchin them.. i thought i wasnt that unfortunate...
atleast i can wlk, talk, play... do watever i want... because i knw how terrible if feels to b bed ridden for months... i have undergone two surgeries and i can u'stand the pain and helplessness..
but anyway.. i started to say thanks and see where i headed...
so stopping my thought right here.. right now..

and extending my thanks to all ma frnds for being wid me.. :)