ah!! life sux's.....

YEP!!

for sure my life sux...

Had a terrible day in office ....fight wid collegue and than wid boss... and than those stupid auditors and ther stupid reports... dunno wat all they want out of nothing..

and too much to do as well.. dying for sound sleep... seems havent slept for years now!!

also It was Deepti's last day in office .... was a bit upset!! not a bit but tooooooo upset.. 1st moli went, now deepti... atleast had s'one to speak wid..

But to meet and part is a way of life... you meet so many and forget, u meet some and become ur friends for life and there are few with whom u wanna spend and your life and they dont care nor bother... he knws wat i want but he'll never say from his side... but gud for me also, will not live in false hopes!!

i wonder why it happens with me... why things for me are'nt easy... those who know me inside out, knows wat all i had gone thru.. and i ask.. was'nt that enough for me ...

Rat's say's have faith in god... and i say god in not for me...

after long me and rat's got time and we spoke our heart out... all the things which were unspoken... just flowed down with tears.... we discussed our feelings and all confusions we r goin thru... and the best part was... we were giviing the same sugesstion to each other and were doin the same thing... :P...

we were going down the memory lane and remembering the the times wen sitting at bhavna's place we use to do all the stupidity and cheepo things... and than after coaching eating out at Aromas or shanti niketan... giggiling out, commenting guys on the roads... Oh!! damm.. those were best days of my life...

But now it seems has been years, i laughed my heart out!!

now all wat i think of is .... reach office on time... get the reports done... and come bck home... few days ago i thought am gettin back to wat i was but again god kicked on my ...... phtaaak... and now will again have to keep my self busy wid wrk so that i dont remember him... or i should say... dont wait for him.... but in one sense its gud for me...have learnt a lesson again....

so my learing for the day ....

1- Wat you sow is wat u reep.... cos the kindda cold shoulder i was showing to the D guy... i got the same kindda response from HIM( not the D guy... i meant HIM !!!!)

2 - Will really have to get over from EXPECTING thing from others.... and am sure the day i'll do so, i think i'll be happy... :) see geetin happy :)

But all i'll lhave to say is for sure am a different person from today... and rat's i promise will adhere to wat u said ... and hope u keep ur promise...

Chalo.. gotta sleep.... have to leave early for a stupid review meetin with those Auditors... HUh!!

* sorry guys had to remove the name of the guy, cos unfortunately tat guy has jus joined ORKUT.. and he read my blogs.. :P