Amazing day after long...

The moment rain starts to pour, my dil goes mmmmm.... mmmmm...

wen got up today to go to the Gym and saw it was raining, had a huge smile and thought to get drenched.... and ya i did... was dancing on the road and e'one around was looking at me.. :P
danced in Gym as well... as Radio Mirchi was playing some peppy numbers in the morning like- sajna ji, sajna ve sajna, dhol wajda..... was gud 10 mis exercise... and than routine workout...

later Vivek called and wanted me to pick him up... we left for office together... on our way we were remembering the drive, wen it rained last time... it was gr8 fun i drove at a speed of 100 km/hr. and later sat on the rear window and got drenched... was fun.. wen we told all this to ruchita(Vivek's Wife) she felt jealous...as she was wid her parents for rakhi.. :)
So this time we didnt want her to miss all the fun... hence, decided to leave office early and will go to open air Barista to have coffee...
and vivek fagged in front of me and i didnt (really, unbelievably i DIDN'T)... Am happy i was able to control myself... a big pat on my back for that...

I was wishing it keeps raining the whole day.. and it happened... me, ruchita n vivek had a cup of coffee while enjoying the rains... Was gr8 fun......
All the time i was thinking i'll missing it all in Mumbai... ( as i got my transfer letter today.. :( )
But its OK, have learn to live widout my loved ones... :)


Forgot to add, my boss took us for lunch today as India won the world cup... :)
had yummy Chinese... followed by my fav hot chocolate fudge.. (all wrk out dun for the day went into vain).

Will try to go for a movie tomorrow as my n Vivek's bosses are on tour...

I think my weekend will be rocking as mom is out of town and we r planning for a pajama party at my place.... whohohoohohoohoho......... cant wait till Saturday...

Now Gotta sleep... :)

New Age Men in Blue Back in action....

Hip.... Hip.... HUrray................. We won..........

Before starting anything....
Rajeev!! i accecpt hands down... Dhoni is an intelligent captain, but ya! Ganguly was good too....

So, finally.. India is world champion-- 20-20 world cup.. WOW!! such a feeling... after loosing badly in the world cup.

hat off to dhoni's strategy in last two matches...

In the last match, his decision to let shrisaanth to bowl wrked for them
and in this match, joginder as his choice btn him n bhajji wrked....

Be it any match but India- Pak match is always a treat to watch and Final's of world cup was the topping and Our win was the cherry on the cake...

Today at 5 Pm all the offices were vacant and roads were silent...
even we left office at 5.. but here since morning the weather is so amazing.. its drizzling and its quite windy here..WOW... (wud have definitely gone for a drive,but match was more Imp)
but unfortunately i was not sure of the power supply...
and wat i was scared off, tht happened... went i reached there was no power supply but thnks to the electricity board the supply was bck in 05 mins and we didnt happen to miss much...

The last two overs were nail biting... from next time there should be a statutory warning in the beginning of such matches, that people with weak heart should not watch this match..
till now am wondering wat was misbah trying to do on the last ball? but wat ever he did was gud.. :P ...

We won.. we Won... and ya We won....!!!!

Cud any one guess the lucky charm for the Indian team.... It was none other than my fav- SRK.. yeppie.. SRK with his son was there to cheer up the team... and within in 5 mins of his arrival 2 wickes of pak was down... Whhhooooommmmmmmmmmm....

what ever be the reason... Iam happy tht India won... :)
I'll wish the team keeps up the good wrk....

Just cud'nt stop adding this--
just got a mail from Minglebox...
"Whooh! It’s a dream final – India and Pakistan! Wish Team India all the luck ...Win cool t-shirts and caps!

Have fun!
Amrita :)
its 11:30 PM rite now... and match was over at 9 PM... :P ...

Death- An Unfortunate Truth of Life !!!!

Two days ago i got the news that our very close family friends Son,who was of my brother's age and was my brothers very close friend as well,lost his life in a road accident..

i just stepped in my office,Mom gave me the news, and i cudnt hold my tears...

All i was remembering was his innocent face and his sweet voice..

As a habit i call my mom almost 3-4 times in a day ... that day i called her around 10 times to make sure she was fine at home,she was fine but to my surprise my dad wasn't ...

and wen mom told me he started to cry after listening to the news i cudnt believe that...

i called him to ask him how he was... and he just heard my voice and stared to sob, i cant describe this in words... i just felt,i wish i had wings and i cud fly off to him... All he was telling me was,how much he love us and all wat he is doing is doing for us... it was touching..

but i still fail to understand from where i got the courage and i didnt shed even a single a tear... and was continuously consoling him... and that was time where i felt the bond between us...

Immediately i called my brother and told him abt Taru's death and for few seconds he was mum, and said nothing, i got scared... after few sec's he said its shocking ... and i asked him,was he OK ... he said Ya, Di am Fine... i think i have become quite emotionless, am sad but not disturbed...

i was relieved than...

But was thinking about Taru's parents, how difficult it'll be for them to live with it ...

we called Auntie and it was for the first time i was falling short of words... had nothing to say!!

next day i was leaving for NOIDA and auntie stays there, dad asked me to go and meet her...

took the address,was in NOIDA, but coudnt gather courage to go and meet her ...

i was thinking wat will i say, how will i face her.. etc... etc...

i always felt,that now am strong enough to face any thing but this incident,proved how wrong i was...
A mere thought of loosing someone,gives me sleepless nights ...
Now, i have understood how difficult it is to live without s'one who was once a part of You.

If prayers are answered, I'll pray to god may Taru's soul rest in peace and may god give courage to his family to face this unfortunate truth... (AMEN)

Tell me not, in mournful numbers,
Life is but an empty dream!
For the soul is dead that slumbers,
and things are not what they seem.
Life is real! Life is earnest!
And the grave is not its goal;
Dust thou art; to dust returnest,
Was not spoken of the soul.

“The most terrible poverty is loneliness, and the feeling of being unloved.”

After long I went for a birthday party today...
and that to one which was celebrated at home,cos now a days celebrating b'days at home has become rare, even parents want to send there kids to a restaurant for the party, they dont want to mess up the house and spend the whole night cleaning up the same...
It felt nice to see that few parents still like to do such things for there kids...

Talking of me, i dun even remember wen last my b'day was celebrated at home... all i remember is a fight wid dad over my birthday party, and my birthday is the most unfortunate day of my life... for past 4 yrs all unfortunate things happen on tht day.. for eg- one yr i lost my new mobile, nxt yr i fractured my leg,another year i lost my wallet, and this year i was all alone on that day.. no one to celebrate my b'day wid...

At times i really feel the urge to be wid s'one, s'one especial, one wid whom u can spend some memorable time, share some nice wrds, if he is wid u u can hold his hand,or its not necessary that, he shud be me.. but ya just an assurance that i have s'one who loves me and will be there for me forever does the needful...

I was sitting outside Spice mall near my office in NOIDA, and was watching various couples freekin out, few were goin to watch movie together,some were shopping and few who didnt had there beloved with them were talkin over the phone and saying "Missing you." was heart touching..
And i was sitting alone just observing them.... and was thinking,no matter how platonic there relationship are but atleast till they are together they are happy... no one knows wats going to happen tomorrow but atleast whenever they'll sit bck and remember this time they'll have a sweet memory and a smile on there face...

At least there will be no one here like me, who is living in uncertainty, i dont even get a reply wen i say "i miss you" to HIM....am not complaining to him tht h shud be doin such things...
I knw he doesn't feel the same way as i do... but i'll wait till i can.... all i can say is -“It's getting to the point where I am no fun anymore, I am sorry. / Sometimes it hurts so badly I must cry out loud, ' I am lonely.' -I am yours, you are mine, you are what you are, you make it hard."

Till than i can just sit and see rest of the world enjoying.... or i can just make my training manuals, on which iam wrking these days.... :) ... i think its only wrk-wrk-wrk n wrk, is wat, stored for me and than i realise - “It is strange to be known so universally and yet to be so lonely.”

and than i read somewhere which is worth sharing - “I've got everything I need except a man. And I'm not one of those women who thinks a man is the answer to everything, but I'm tired of being alone.”

Home Sweet Home....

It feels great to be back home after almost week long tour...
and thats the time wen u love to be on ur bed... WOW...



<---------------------AND THIS IS MY ROOM-------------


Came back frm NOIDA office today... had such an hectic week, by now am almost dead..
Slept like a Log th whole day today, tomorrow again might have to go Rosa for training new GET's for our new Rosa project...

Its tiring but it makes me feel great when ur training s'one...
i have read in one subject -Change Mgt about resistance to change, that time i use to feel it to be an stupid topic as , i use to feel that today e'one wants to learn new things an want to be technically sound...
but i was wrong... we still have few people who doesn't want to change... while taking a training session in NOIDA office, few of my senior were happy wid there old way of wrkin on papers and making those bulky paper files for every receipt of material...
they still dont believe in computers, they told me they cant rely on computer as wat if the system crashes and there data is lost...
it became so difficult so make them understand that we take regular data back-ups and there data will not be lost...
After long discussion we had to take them to our I.T dept to show them our Back-up servers and than they were convinced... OOPPSSS........ cant tell you how difficult, it was to convince them..
But with all this i have learnt to be patient now...

and as i say, ALL IS WELL, THAT ENDS WELL..
training went fine and my V.P. was quite happy....

now again will have to go to chenai and hyd'bad nxt week.. followed by another trip to delhi nxt to nxt week...
ah! now its seems i am living out of a suitcase...