I Hate Him...

I Hate him ... and trust me i really do...
Damm just like stupid's am callin him and that person doesnt even bothers to pick up my call..
even if ur studying or sleeping can jus tell me... but nah!! the other person there doesnt even bother !! its! so damm frustrating, but am sure now am not gonna call... not even once...
waise bhi my outgoing calls on my phone are barred, thnks to my Reliance Infocom, to chnage my STD plan, they barred my outgoing...

Gud for me, even if i wish to i wont be able call him..

BTW i just called him tell, that i gotta knw that to get ur passport,its not necessry that u go...
u can give an authority letter and that person can collect on ur behalf...
but how stupid of me ... i keep bothering for a person who is least concerned...

But thnks for makin me realise all this again n again..
I swear, will never ever bother you .. its too much now...
I knw u have ur space and i was unnecessary intruding, u dont even need me to be with you..
you dont even bother to tell ur loggin off frm chat or goin off to sleep... i like stupids keep waiting... and keep callin you...
it was only me who was after you, but trust this wont be the case now...
thnks for bringing some hope n laughter to my life... i think i dint deserved it for long..
to be frank .... till wen i cud hve dragged it... may be another month or so..
sooner or later i had to accept tht we cant b together.... have to jhelo the D-guy, thats all i cn expect frm my destiny.........
i think we need a break.... infact he needs break frm me.... is'nt it...

At times i think .... how stupid iam,keep expecting from him, frm a person who never ever commited anything to me and who the hell am to him... jus an ugly lookin gal whom he got in touch through a stupid matrimonial site, there are so many better thn me, why wud one spoil his life with me... infact why wud some one restrict his options wen there are much better than me are open...
Hope he gets best from his life ... and lotsa success in life....
ALL THE BEST...

And why the fuck people make CAPS key nxt to the alphabet A..I hate it............

Will try to sleep now gotta pick up dad frm station tomorrow at 6 AM...