Do i really have a life... which i call its MINE...
Right now, am full of frustration and anger.. neither i have s'one wid whom i can share that
nor i cud find any tall building where i can go and shout at top of my voice over the roof top.. (w.r.t Metro).
Am in such a dilemma, neither i can discuss my thoughts wid any one nor iam able to keep it to myself... i wonder why one has to go thru it?
Its not like,i dont have any Friends, i Do have but am sure noone will u'stand it from my perspective, andi wont blame them... for not u'standing me,they have seen very different aspect of me... an also they havent faced wat i have gone thru in past few yrs...
Wat ever ihve seen and gone thru has made me wear a mask.. mask of showing off people am too happy wid wat iam into... showing off my smile and not to forget my happy-go-lucky nature..
My friends often calls me and shares there troubles wid me ... and to my surprise iam able to console them and make them u'stand wat actually they want and they shud do... (am i rite Rats)
But fail to do it to myself...
Look i started cribbing again....
I am really fed-up of few things... i wish i cud change... there is so much of turmoil going on with in me... Damm!!! can some tell me how to let it all out..
rite now few lines coming to my mind ....
they are from the moive Umraojaan(Old one):
" jab bhi milti hai mujhe ajnabi lagti kyon hai
zindagi roz naye rang badalti kyon hai t
tum se bichhade hain to ab kis se milati hai hamein
zindagi dekhiye kya rang dikhati hai hamein "
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