Ironies Of LIfe.....

I went to my granny's place this weekend...
Was much wanted break for me ...
Spent some wonderful time wid my Cousins and my Niece who is just 3 mth old ...
vry Cute n Sweet... i call her PIHU...

But was Sad to see my Dadi, She is 92 yrs old and bed ridden since last 5 yrs ...

i saw my cousin sisters, both are teenagers,I dont know why but i was relating my teenagehood wid them ...
Wat i use to do the same, what they do now,.... And it felt like i have gone bck to my those days ...
But wen i compare my those days to wat iam today, I feel the diffence and was tying to find out the reasons...

Let me bring out some difference Me Earlier v/s Me today :

• Earlier i use to hack the Phone Lock code to make calls to my frnds - Now have my phone 24*7 but no one specific to call.... ( and best part is my Co. pays for it :) )
• Earlier i use to make all sort of bahana's to out to meet frnds - Now i just go home tell mom leaving and will be bck by 11Pm, and she quite fine wid it
• Earlier Late nite movie was a dream- now all the movies i watch are nite shows.
• Earlier i had to beg in frount of my dad to throw my B'day party ( i Still Owe 500 bucks to him ) - Now i dont have any one to celebrate my B'day wid :(

They are just few examples i quoted, but there is lot more.....

And was trying to u'stand why this happens ... Is it because am grown up or iam independent both emotionally n financially...

Few days ago HE wrote to me and said, "Trust once broken is impossible to Gain." But now i think its not Impossible but ya its Difficult to gain...

And touchwood, i have now regained my parents trust back in me ...

My dad trusts me for all decision i make for myself, my bro or be it my whole family... There was a time wen i dad didnt allow me to go to Delhi for the studies and now he is ready to send me to Melbourne for my Course...
There was a time wen my mom never allowed me to go out to meet my friends, now i can any sunday drive down to kanpur to meet my friends.. but unfortunately, neither i have much time, nor they, all are too busy wid there work.
There was a time wen me n my brother, use to fight like Cats n Dogs... and now is the time, when we are Best Friends.... i discuss my e'thing wid him and he does the same ...

I dont knw whether i shud feel proud or it shud say Sorry to them for watever i did earlier ....