Friday, April 20
Will Miss KBC n SRK!!!
ASH-ABHI wedding!!
But am really surprised on Small B(infact as my frnd told, it shud b Big Chu****, cos only a C like him can choose ASh as his life partner)so frm now i'll call him "Big C"
So i was sayin- am surprised on Big C's choice, am was his fan.. liked him frm his 1st movie... but now i think i'll have to re-think on my choices... :(
But i think its too late to discuss abt Big C's Choice... now its the time to discuss abt the media
and its shit game....
Damm!! people in these news channels are so vellah( wid no wrk),that for the whole day they r standing outside AB's house and keep an eye on who is coming n who is going... Ah!! WTF.. i mean koi aur kaam dhaam nahi hai kya .. i swear i hate this 24*7 NEWS business, i loved that old every hour NEWS which use to b telecasted on DD-1.
Yar its there personal matter, why the hell, the world is keen to know??
how will u feel wen s'one is sitting rite inside ur bedroom and tellin the world .. Wat is the size of ur bed,direction of the bed , color of the bedsheet and blah blah.... its ridicilous... seriously..
And just now got to knw a new story abt BIG C's old affair nah!! Marriage!!
a gal named Jahanvi... i fail to understand..was this lady sleeping since so many months??
or all of a sudden she realised she was Abhi's(sorry BIG C's)wife...
But just now my collegue updates,she's been thrown behind the bars... GUD one!! she deserved it !!
Chalo lottsa ciriticism abt BIG C n ASh... but i'll just wish them ALL THE BEST for there future ...
Waiting to listen nxt gud news abt them .... nah!! not honeymoon..tats obvious... it shud b either a Jr Abby or Divorce... too many apprihensions na!
but kya karen control nahi hota!!
And not to forget its the time to change my Comp's Wallpaper :(
koi accha sa option do koi ... iam still confused ... as no one is better than him...
Wednesday, April 18
uhhnnn!! Dad Scolded :(
got a scolding from my DAD today
Cos i spent Rs. 2500 on my hair color n cut.
and how stupid of me paid the bill frm my card and fuck the statement reached home.
Theek hai... i agree its, stupid
but i wanted to do that... I earn, atleast once in a while i can b extravagant :(
Trust me ... for past 3mths i havent shopped a single thing... (I knw all of u must me laughing, but its True damit).
i bought a Phone,and dad took along wid him
My comp is taken by my Bro...
i cant buy a new Lappy as i knw dad will take it tooo... :(
i do everything wat my parents say ... cant i do something, be it stupid or absurd or watever of my choice.
iam upset .. really...
neways.... nething for dad .. IAM SORRY...
Now going home .......... sit quitely as Mom is angry wid as well :(
Googlism!!
www.googlism.com
This is wat i got after searching my name
mitali is under the tutelage of padmabhusan pandit vg jog
mitali is accompanied on the tabla by subhasis bhattacharya and on the harmonium by nabendu maitra
mitali is a community based housing association with a clear focus towards addressing local needs
mitali is one of the oldest organizers of durga puja in the eastern part of calcuttamitali is india's first certified female scuba diving instructor
mitali is her uncanny ability to delete her files
mitali is not the grinch trying to steal emory's christmas
mitali is a member of the boston security analysts society
mitali is a post
mitali is searching for someone to father it
mitali is a sophomore from east brunswick
mitali is trusted by
mitali is a qualified dancer
mitali is the homely face one sees in many a domestic campaign while kakkar junior is the brat viewers saw in the britannia mast khao tan kan jagao
mitali is a recipient of the central government senior scholarship for dance
mitali is following in my footsteps as she takes keen interest in cooking also
mitali is quite a famous singer in the north
mitali is a contributor
mitali is responding to sanjeev's post but that's only because sanjeev has been posting so actively ;
mitali is chirpy and talkative
mitali is a community based housing association with a clear focus towards addressing local needs in east
mitali is a community based housing association with a clear focus towards addressing local needs in east london
mitali is curt with her
mitali is upset
mitali is also famous for modern bangla and hindi songs
mitali is our favorite
mitali is that the bought out items are now over and it is a three year contract and now the service stock is what is going to take
mitali is that we did hire one person who is a dedicated outsourcing person who comes from 12
mitali is of course from merrill lynch
mitali is very bright indeed.
Funny, but some things are true...
Monday, April 16
With Bhaja Fry....Stress fried out...
Nice Comedy.... Suttle Humour.....
After a long time i laughted my heart out and literally i forgot i was in a theater...
small yet nice star cast ....
Vinay shud get an award this time for his acting, amazing acting.
Ranvir was good,liked his faces expressions n ponch :)
Sarika was Ok kinds
Rajat Kapoor, liked his acting n he Looked handsome, i loved his RBK t-shirts n Levis Jeans
Miland Soman -- Looked HANDSOME.. Only guy, i can take in long hairs...
iam not commenting much on there acting as there was nothing much for them to act ...
IN short .... 2hrs of fulltu masti....
I was reading others reviews, they all r criticising the moive as its a remake of a french movie.. but i think Does it really matters ... After all we spend 100 to 300 bucks on a movie, for entertainment and we get it, i thinks tat shud be enough.
What the fun in watching a bore original moive like - VIVAH.. huh!!
Monday, April 9
Ironies Of LIfe.....
Was much wanted break for me ...
Spent some wonderful time wid my Cousins and my Niece who is just 3 mth old ...
vry Cute n Sweet... i call her PIHU...
But was Sad to see my Dadi, She is 92 yrs old and bed ridden since last 5 yrs ...
i saw my cousin sisters, both are teenagers,I dont know why but i was relating my teenagehood wid them ...
Wat i use to do the same, what they do now,.... And it felt like i have gone bck to my those days ...
But wen i compare my those days to wat iam today, I feel the diffence and was tying to find out the reasons...
Let me bring out some difference Me Earlier v/s Me today :
- Earlier i use to hack the Phone Lock code to make calls to my frnds - Now have my phone 24*7 but no one specific to call.... ( and best part is my Co. pays for it :) )
- Earlier i use to make all sort of bahana's to out to meet frnds - Now i just go home tell mom leaving and will be bck by 11Pm, and she quite fine wid it
- Earlier Late nite movie was a dream- now all the movies i watch are nite shows.
- Earlier i had to beg in frount of my dad to throw my B'day party ( i Still Owe 500 bucks to him ) - Now i dont have any one to celebrate my B'day wid :(
They are just few examples i quoted, but there is lot more.....
And was trying to u'stand why this happens ... Is it because am grown up or iam independent both emotionally n financially...
Few days ago HE wrote to me and said, "Trust once broken is impossible to Gain." But now i think its not Impossible but ya its Difficult to gain...
And touchwood, i have now regained my parents trust back in me ...
My dad trusts me for all decision i make for myself, my bro or be it my whole family... There was a time wen i dad didnt allow me to go to Delhi for the studies and now he is ready to send me to Melbourne for my Course...
There was a time wen my mom never allowed me to go out to meet my friends, now i can any sunday drive down to kanpur to meet my friends.. but unfortunately, neither i have much time, nor they, all are too busy wid there work.
There was a time wen me n my brother, use to fight like Cats n Dogs... and now is the time, when we are Best Friends.... i discuss my e'thing wid him and he does the same ...
I dont knw whether i shud feel proud or it shud say Sorry to them for watever i did earlier ....
Friday, April 6
GIFTS, Gifts n Gifts
He came home after Holi and got so many gifts for me ...
Ah!! Ha!! uh hu...
These were Pre-Birthday Gifts...
He got all thing i wanted .. the list includes..
my sun block (which cost fucking - 700 bucks)
My fav deo's... as my Deo stock was over... which are Nike Women, Miss Lomani,
Jovan White Musk, Brute original n Brute Musk(Black one).. I think this will do for rest of the summers... :)
and he got ... Sohan Halwa.... my favorite... but yar will put on weight ... so will have it very rationally.
And an suit piece for me and its really pretty...
lotsa Bangles, matching all my dresses,which am gonna wear in Neha's wedding...
and Finally i got my Phone back... infact i think i got it back... cos u never know my dad, he is as unpredictable as am... or i thnk it shud be... Iam as unpredictable as him...
Whatever.... My Daddy is the Best dad in this world...
Am really happy today.. For a Change ... :)
Thursday, April 5
Why Past always Follows...
Infact people around me will ask ... tell me something New...
And today am upset cos i am unable to understand Why the hell my past is following me.
As much as i try to run away from it, it keeps coming back to me ...
in some way or other....
And same happened to me today...
i recd a mail from Him... had a smile when saw my inbox and a hope this time he might understand me ... but Ah! i was worng again... he again misunderstood me ... and he still feels am a liar.
And tats wat is killing me .... every day...
I wish i cud make him understand DAMIT, AM NOT A LIAR. It was all a cooked up story...
He gave me an advise not to lay new relationships on Lie's,and Trust once lost, is impossible to gain.
and i only have to say "Once a Liar is not a Liar for Lifetime" n also one shud u'stand if ane lies why that person is doin so... wen ever i did. i did cos i was scared ... too scared to loose him and unfortunately Loved him a lot...
But i Knw ... He had made up his mind so there was no point making him u'stand all that, that time.. and why wud he even try to u'stnd, after all he had better option than me ...
But ya ..i wud have been happier if he wud have told me he wanna end up of s'one else. Atleast i wud'nt have gone thru that phase for those 2yrs, which chnged me forever and wud have not troubled my parents too....
But Its Ok.. May be...
Trust me, if there is God s'where and he answers prayers (Though now i dont believe in god)
than my first n last wish would be ... "Grant me a day wid him,so tht i can atleast tell wat had happened and die in peace thinking now atleast he doesnt think wrong about me." and i think its not too much i demand .... :(
I remember Anoop told me yesterday... Get out of your past.. live in ur today... but sorry anoop... its difficult ... am unable to do it ...
But again will try as u said....